Butterfly Kisses

Title: Ashes
Summary: Victoria wasn't always a vampire. She was human, at one point. What events shaped her life? How did she die the first time? Where and why did she meet James? The full story, from the very beginning to her second death: one couple's unlikely love story is another person's untimely tragedy.
Chapters: 4/?

( Chapter One ) ( Chapter Two ) ( Chapter Three )

Title: Ashes
Summary: Victoria wasn't always a vampire. She was human, at one point. What events shaped her life? How did she die the first time? Where and why did she meet James? The full story, from the very beginning to her second death: one couple's unlikely love story is another person's untimely tragedy.
Chapters: 3/?

( Chapter One )  ( Chapter Two ) 


( Chapter Three: Runaway )

Title: Ashes
Summary: Victoria wasn't always a vampire. She was human, at one point. What events shaped her life? How did she die the first time? Where and why did she meet James? The full story, from the very beginning to her second death: one couple's unlikely love story is another person's untimely tragedy.
Chapters: 2/?

( Chapter One )

( Chapter Two: Secrets )

Title: Ashes
Summary: Victoria has always been perceived as a ruthless, aggressive vampire.  But that couldn't have always been the case.  In any event, she used to be human.  What happened in her last life to shape her for eternity?  Who was her family? Her friends?  In Ashes, you can take a walk through Victoria's past.  See her childhood, learn about her love, her broken hearts, her anger, her vendetta, her death.  In her second life, you can see Victoria's version of Twilight, New Moon, and even her second death in Eclipse. 
Genre: Drama

( Let's begin... at the beginning... )

 

 
I made this.  I'm not entirely sure what to do with it now.  But I heard this song, Dante's Prayer, by Loreena McKennitt, and could *not* get the cliff-diving scene from New Moon out of my head. So I tried to stitch together what was going on in my head, using all sorts of clips.  Ah well, I'm pleased with it, at least.  And I can get the want to make the video out of my head and move on to other things - like writing fanfiction. :D

 Woo!

Great News! One Dozen Roses was nominated again!  At Twilight Awards, this time.  It's up for the vote in four categories: Most Original Plot, Best Edward/Bella Pairing, Best General Romance, and Best Overall Scene for the closet scene from Edward's perspective.

If you read One Dozen Roses, and you liked it, and you have a moment, I'd love it if you would vote for me.  Thank you!



<3 Ren

Title: Temptation 
Summary: On a particularly sunny day in Forks, Edward is left at home while Bella goes to school. How much mischief can one vampire possibly find in an eight-hour period?
Genre: Pure Fluff!!
Status: One-shot, complete

This story is a Host fanfic; not Twilight.  If you haven't read The Host  yet, the summary alone may spoil something for you.  I don't reccomend clicking the cut if you haven't read the novel.  And if you haven't, it's fabulous.  It's just as good as Twilight, but in many different ways.  Check it out!

And if you have read the Host, then check out my Host fanfic.  I plan on writing more, but the Twilight fluff keeps coming, so no worries.  Fanfiction.net doesn't have a Host catagory yet, so this is the only place I know to post it. If you don't like the summary, you're always welcome to click the back button.

Title: Renaissance
Genre: The Host 
Characters: Melanie Stryder, Wanderer, Jamie, Jared, Ian, Kyle

Title: A Year And A Half Without Sunshine
Summary: Pre-Twilight story about Bella's decision to move to Forks and ultimately change her life forever - literally.
Genre: General. (No Edward, not much fluff.  Sorry!)

It's been a while, but I'm writing again!

Summary: After a sunny day on La Push beach with Mike & co. Bella finds her albino skin completely pink and raw.  Bella and a houseful of vampires get to try and figure out the best medicine for her irritated skin.  Edward/Bella fluff!

I think my quality is dropping...

( Sunkissed; below the cut )

I'm really excited.  I'm taking a roadtrip soon - the same roadtrip that inspired me to start writing Twilight fanfiction in the first place.  I'm hoping for more inspiration.  Yay.

That doesn't mean I'm not writing.  I have a little bit in the works.

Speak of the devil, here's one right here. :p

Summary: An unusual, steamy take on a couple of love-to-hate characters.  A cozy, fluffy moment between - gasp - Victoria and James.  Rated mature for content, but I promise there aren't any lemons!  Just... almost. ;)

For a little while, I was afraid that I wouldn't write again for a while. I'd originally written my first piece so I could apply for authorship at Pel's site. And... several months and nearly a dozen stories later, I'm in. And... I haven't really had much inspiration to write. I was scared that it was because I'd achieved my goal.

But! I had inspiration. A little bit, but some nonetheless.

Title: Persephone's Fury
Characters: Cullens & Bella
Rating: PG13
Summary: Twilight: Rosalie didn't take the news that Bella knew about the vampires very well. She definitely didn't take the post-Port-Angeles table conversation between Edward and Bella about hunting well at all. How did Rosalie react as her brother lightly conversed with his new girlfriend about the vampires' hunting habits? 

Wow. It's been a looong time since I've posted. Wow. Well, I've been spending my time making this little beauty: www.chaos-feathers.net Yay! I'ma keep writing, I think, but I've also started into some original fiction. All of my work is posted on chaos feathers. It's so fun actually having a website. It really is. No ads, no crap, and it's MY domain. It's like "Oh yeah. Here you go. www.chaos-feathers.net." With no crap tacked on at the end like .geocities or anything. I'm excited. Completely geeked out and on a creative binge. That's good; that means more stories!

<3 Ren

Parts: 8
Title: One Dozen Roses 
Summary: Valentine’s Day, Twilight. Three weeks after the Tyler’s Van Incident, Bella finds herself on the radar for many a suitor as Valentine’s Day approaches. Whatever will she do? And who in God’s name is putting roses everywhere? Even in places impossible for a human to be?
Ships: Edward/Bella (But pre-couple)
 
This is more of an epilogue.  When this was posted on fanfiction.net, lots of people wanted to see some of the story from Edward's perspective.  So, I wrote up one big long chapter that took major events through his eyes.  I didn't feel like transcribing the whole thing into his words; it would've taken forever.  And no, I'm not going to write anymore.  I write canon, for the most part.  Think of this as just a little something that happened while Edward was trying to ignore her.  If you want to know what happens next, read the book! :p

Oh, and for anyone who  was wondering, the poem has no title, I wrote it myself as I wrote this story so... yeah.  I guess it's called One Dozen Roses, and by Edward Cullen. I dunno.

Without further ado:

 I don't know what to do.  I don't feel like writing anymore.  At least, right now.  I finally figured out why I couldn't log onto The Host website.  I got banned.  Why? I don't know.  One of the moderators felt I was in violation of some rule.  I wasn't aware that I was, and I wasn't informed of my transgression.  If it was a repeated offense, this is the first time it's been brought to my attention.  I always felt like I wasn't quite welcome there, but I really enjoyed mingling with people, chatting with them.

It's kind of depressing to get kicked out of a place you like.  Especially without warning.  I think it was my avatar.  It was... suggestive, but in a purely comical way, based off of something else I'd read earlier.  I guess it was too much.  I didn't think it would be too bad, and if someone had PM'ed me and asked me to take it down, I would've.  I'm only guessing thats what it was.  I don't even know for sure.  No one told me anything.

I just feel a little blindsided.  I tried to be good. I really, really did.  I really liked everyone there, even if they didn't feel the same way about me.  Even if they still wanted to ban me, I wish someone had just sent me an email explaining why.  I don't even know what I did wrong.  I don't mean to break rules, and I certainly don't do it intentionally.

It's a really... really depressing feeling.  I can't really articulate it.  I'm not posting this for pity or any crap like that, I'm just trying to let it out because it's... its inside me and it won't let go.  My heart hurts because I really liked being a part of this community, and...it really hurts to believe that someone I really admire would turn around and kick me out at the first chance she got.  I'm the sort of person who wants to be everyone's friend.  I don't like people hating me, and I try do avoid that.  Apparently, no matter how hard I tried here, I just couldn't.

I just... I never thought something so seemingly trite would bum me out so much.  I kind of feel like my best friend died.

I thought I was paranoid and being whiny about people not liking me there.  Sometimes it felt like... my posts would be deleted when other people would be warned at the most for similar things.  I thought I was just being dumb and pouty and immature.  Now I'm not so sure those weren't founded fears... sigh.

I'm not protesting.  I just want to know why?  Why wasn't I asked?  I would've changed whatever the offensive... whatever it was, was.  If nothing else, if they'd asked me to leave, I would've.  It would have been nice to know why, not spend all day trying to log on, and then realize... it's not me.  I wasn't mistyping my password.  I wasn't allowed to come back.  And I just... I don't like not knowing why.  I certainly don't want to make the same mistake again.  But if I don't know what the mistake was... how can I avoid it?  It just hurts, even if it seems stupid.

And now I feel a little better, at least. Yay...... ... 

ETA: Problem solved and spirits high again.  I guess I worried too much too soon.  As usual. ^.^  Mood: changed.